Life at twentieth 20th-

telah berpindah

2010-07-11T01:41:00.002+08:00

saye sudah berpindah blog ke

http://skatzsyah.blogspot.com/

sile lah lwat kat sini plak ye (^<^)

Yuna - Super Something

2010-06-23T18:09:00.000+08:00

the result is out

2010-06-14T13:45:00.003+08:00

yeah!!! my result is out....
damn serious "risau" k...
but then i keep telling myself to face the truth...
"dah memang itu result nye. lmbt ke bukak,cepat ke bukak..
xde perubahan yg boleh di buat..."
so aku pon bukak la akaun student portal Uitm aku tu...and my result turn out to be SGT OKEY for me...i'm HAPPPY......(^,^)/
even xde la semeriah org yg slalu dpt dean list..i'm still happy for my achievement...
bcos i'm fighting with myself.... Tak payah lawan ngn org lain... if there's improvement in my achievemnt it be ok...HAnye TAKNAK berade di takuk yg lame.
LIFE should always have GOOD improvement.
Today is better than YESterday...

ok...so wuts my future???
still terumbang-ambing tak tau nak wat ape in my life???
yang penting aku TAK NAK terperap di tempat yg same dari datuk nenek moyang aku dulu...
haha...its not like aku ni lupe daratan... i jez need change and improvement with my family status LIFE...
they need it !!!
they need it !!!
they need it !!!

i need to be MORE SUCESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!....
(define sucess? <--sambil berkerut dahiku)
mcm tak bersyukur lak aku ni....

"yeah...saye bersyukur dengan semua yg berlaku pade saye...
Tetapi untuk terus maju saya akan terus cube menggapai kejayaan2 BARU.
FIGHTING! "

p.e.a.c.e

my imagine Love story

2010-06-02T00:21:00.005+08:00

currently being fanatic with the WGM show...
its make my day bright and hepi when see other people life
especially in this love reality show...
til sumtyme i want to be in that show also and be one of the couple in there..
being tape n follow by others n then
" yes! i AM famous!! "=) <---kind of gile glemer la jugak...huhu from the series they have # inyoung-crown J couple # JoongBo couple # Solbi-Andy couple # Sinae-Alex couple # Dambi-marco couple # couple and other couples each of them with their own situation and character. dont want to tell any further.. just see it!! (^^)v Yang boleh saya katekan: JoongBo couple like me and mr m Hwanhy and Yobi like me and mr H really admired >Solbi-Andy couple .Hope the next person that will fill my life would be like them...
my LOve story..OUR LOve story is like what i want it to be..

miss them a lot

2010-06-01T15:16:00.002+08:00

cheers 4 the 4 of them whose willing to folloe me to d curve..
last lepak chill ke? hope not...

my bestie... still CANNOT believe she will soon leave our bachelor life

chill and cherish d moment guys..

p/s~ missing niza mai n shima...gmba banyak da ade k..
just cuci n masuk dlm album je =)

p.e.a.c.e

its enuff

2010-05-27T21:43:00.002+08:00

ENUFF 4 me to wait 4 him..
TQ n Gudbye shah alm... =']

chill out with zila n paci...
maybe syed...
4 the last nyte together here in Shah Alam
tomorrow in Kuala kangsar...n nyte in Sg Petani Kedah...
gtg LOVE u all~

p.e.a.c.e

last trip with ED228

2010-05-25T11:55:00.004+08:00

the 1st n last moment having a trip together ED228 di PD

p.e.a.c.e

(-_-'')

2010-05-01T00:33:00.002+08:00

da tau NAPE la aku buat lagi???
isk TAK alert betul....
die nak KAWAN je la...
bukan NAK KAWEN....
nape kacau die...
ko gak yg merane ngok...
isk!
isk!
isk!
sian kat die~ je <--(ayt bele diri)

masih disitu ~ ni-syisyi nyanyi..hikhik

p.e.a.c.e

19 Things You Should Never Say to a Single Person

2010-04-30T22:33:00.002+08:00

It happens when you're not looking. "This is just bull. Some people find people when they're looking; some don't. You're not doing anything wrong by going out and meeting people." -Beth

There are plenty of fish in the sea. "I dated a guy whose last name was Fish. People just had a BLAST with that one." -Kelly

So, why are you single? "I generally dislike this question. I mean honestly, if I knew why, I don't think I would be single right now, now would I?!" -Erica

You're too picky. "This may be true, but it feels like I'm getting criticized for my taste, vision, and close-mindedness -- when I'm already down." -Sarah

You'll find the right person for you. -Kelly

He's out there. -Kelly

It was just bad timing. "Like it's so easy to dismiss a guy on such an emotionless and objective reason." -Taryn

Just have fun with it! "Um, don't tell me how to date in my thirties when you got married at 24." -Maya

Have you tried online dating? "Duh!" -Elisa

He just wasn't the right guy for you. "I know! That's what I'm complaining about!" - Elisa

Well, when Steve and I first got together... "Wait, I still want to talk about me." -Elisa

When the time is right, you will meet someone. -Betsy

Wow, I wish I were single and in your shoes! "Really?! I'm pretty sure you CAN be single if you actually want to be. That there is an attainable dream, so if you aren't messing with me right now out of pity (which I suspect you are), please go for it!" -Kim

Your turn next [at weddings]. -Natlondon, via Twitter

It will happen when you least expect it. -dlegas05, via Twitter

Some guy is going to come along and ruin your career/life plans. "I am 32 and no one has ruined the last 10 years of plans." -frolicblog, via Twitter

But you're so pretty! Why don't you have a boyfriend? "There's just no graceful way to answer that." -earnesteats, via Twitter

It just wasn't meant to be. "Any of these platitudes are exponentially more annoying when coming from the mouths of smug marrieds." -Reberoodle, via Twitter

Sure, Steve rescues kids from abusive homes, donated my sister a kidney, and picks up fresh flowers for me daily on his way home from work, but will he QUIT IT with the sports on TV already? "Single people just hate to be complained to about petty relationship stuff. If you do this, I'm not going to want to hang out with you. (In fact, maybe I'll call Steve and ask him if he wants to watch the Yankees game?)" -Kim

Bottom line, if you're in a relationship or married and you don't have any specific, original advice or wisdom for your single friend -- and you must use an established saying -- we would prefer to hear neutral ones like,
"This too shall pass" or
"Take it one day at a time."
They are so much more helpful and comforting -- you have no idea!

Also of note: not one person I polled mentioned they were tired of hearing, "He's just not that into you." I think that's because it's not condescending. And apparently, it's not overused. So that one is still OK to say.
Thanks for listening!!!

terus berjuang

2010-04-28T00:46:00.002+08:00

ape nak post ek?
urm...saye epi dah siap thesis hope dapat aprove esok..
okeyh...saye kene sambung wat keje lagi..
~comment "lion of lambs"
~reflect jurnal
~ mini research pn syarifah

gtg~ miss ya blog world + FB world
add la kawan saye die baru mengadekan blog
name die zubaidah
idung manung,mmg cun..
cayalah zubedah

p.e.a.c.e

2010-04-26T08:23:00.002+08:00

vespa show

2010-04-26T08:00:00.003+08:00

Having fun chatting with each other...
we even met wth emelda rosmila but we jez see her from a far...
so many people here dat they mostly love Vespa then people!!

trying to be MODEL VESPA biru

i like dis pict bcos its looks likt Hamis pict exclude the person la..huhu
i guess i know how she edited her pict..

reeen....tiqaaahh...syid's

meet them....miss us a LOT

p.e.a.c.e

confidence

2010-04-25T02:39:00.002+08:00

sumtyme i felt i've been left out~
sumtyme i felt i'm not belong to dis world~
sumtyme i feel i want 2 b in others body~
bcos i am to shy to be me...
BUT i should NOT being like that
wut eva it is...
To Be in LOVE
i must LOVE myself first!!

take care

event sblm final exam

2010-04-16T22:12:00.007+08:00

MAPRA
(Malam pra-Graduan)
Venue : Kelab Shah Alam
Date: 14 April 2010
Time: 8pm till 10pm

Chemistry courses ED230

Math courses Ed229

Biology course ED227

TESL courses ED222

Physics course ED228
my Luvly classmates

proud to be one of the Faculty Education students
batch 2010~
hopefully frenship remains with a cherish moments
for me~
i'm stil syidah where ever i Go...
where ever i spread my wings =))

p.e.a.c.e~end~

INVEX DAY

VENUE:LIBRARY INTEC
date: 10 april 2010
time 8.30 til 2pm

our group~awan have decide to present tetrahedral kite
and we win 3rd place for physics creation
love u olls my grup (^_^)

part of Ed228u8A class mmber with our coordinator
Assoc. Dr Beh Kian Lim

from left up:mairun,syida,ermilia,aini,zuraina,zubaidah

p.e.a.c.e~end~

tadapapa

2010-04-11T00:35:00.003+08:00

iMAKEaMISTAKEagain*sigh*
penatDENGANdunie

hatemyself...butisitworthit?
even4100timesiHATEmyself...
inevercan'tchangemyself2somebodyBODIES...
.hate.neutral.love.
*sigh*
neverfelt2havedworldback
breakdmirrorsoican'tneverseemyselfeveragain!!
<--uiks menci sgt ke...huahua~

ohbluesandsmakemecomfortpliss

tringat mereke d saat bz nih~

2010-04-07T22:06:00.002+08:00

terpanggil utk aku mnulis tentang die...
takziah di ucapkan pd seorg rakan yg baru2 ni je aku knal...
die yg aku rasekan mempunyai khidupan yg sempurna...
dah khilangan bape tersayang...
senang je kite nak hilang mereke yg sebahagian dri hidup kite.
tinggal kite je patut HARGAI mereke yg patut SANGAT kite hargai..
LOVE u MAK !!!
LOVE u AYAH !!!
sori da lame cik tak balek...tp mase tak izinkan lagi.bile tibe mase i'll be home k...
take care mak..ayah...nyah...nabilah, mohd, n wani..
....(^_^).....
*saye sayang family saye

thankz Gee Taiping

2010-03-28T12:37:00.004+08:00

mohammad faeizie telah memberi 1 web ttg code kpde sye...
mmg sifu la die ni
xkedekut~~
<3 u gee....tq... tq..

siap bagi web die....so sile dan jemputla mmbuke nye...
http://fsymbols.com/

p.e.a.c.e

promise~kwn lemang jagung

2010-03-28T03:06:00.003+08:00

ini janji seorg teman...
hehe~ saye da simpan dlm ni copy die...
so ade hitam putih...
boleh tuntut lemang jagung pd seorg ayeb..
ehehe~

p.e.a.c.e no war

*apesal la ade plak underline nih(-_-')

pakai spek balek?

2010-03-27T12:10:00.004+08:00

oi da wat balek noty die nih (-_-")

kami yg bangge dgn result x seberape software math

syed yg cube mnangkap gmbar diri sendiri

setelah lame x memakai spek ke klas.arini terpkse pkai kerane infection dr cntct lens tlah mnybbkn mate ku gatal dan kelihatan merah....
so aku pon pkai la spek...
dan ape response syed bile nmpk aku

syed: syida ko nampak ~~cantek~~ pelik arini
aku: fullstop~no komen...ahaha~~

p.e.a.c.e

KRINNNNGGG...alarm nature berbunyi

2010-03-25T23:44:00.003+08:00

2 HARI DAH AKU BUANG MASE DEPAN LAPTOP....
TAK TAU APE YG AKU TUNGGU...
NAK KATE LEPAK NGN KAWAN2...
XGAK....SUME AKU SILENT KN....
YM INVISIBLE....FB INVISIBLE....
SYIDAH....SYIDAH...
WAKE UP GIRL....
3 WEEKS LEFT 4 EVERYTHING !!!!
to be done...

malacca

2010-03-25T18:24:00.003+08:00

pegi Malacca...bandar bersejarah...
memang banyak dah berubah....
ingat my childhood kat situ..
bile cuti sekolah je ayah hantar kitorg duk umah makcak...
of course me...umairah n fatin....
berkawan la ngn Anis si kecik tu....
tp sekarang Anis da besar...jgn brani berlawan ngn die...
saye kalah...dulu bole la saye mnang...uhuhuhu~
tp so sekarang makcak da pindah seremban pon.tingal family ayah nyah je kt situ..
enjoi there ngn manyak bnde baru...and tumpang hotel Datin ...
hehe~ tgk la kami berimpit kjap lepak kat situ...
ni 2 org kazen yg malu2 & view yg mnarik dari atas hotel...

(1st time tengok firework dr atas ni...
same level with my eyes okeyh... wpon xdpt rakam gmba tyme 2
yg penting tersimpan dlm memori betape cantek nye ~~aku~~ malam tu...)

p.e.a.c.e

JOGGINGkan arnab

2010-03-25T17:50:00.005+08:00

Da lame da xberjalan2 bawak boboi ngn baby...
yela diorg kan rabbit yg memerlukan exercise berjalan2 di pdg..
ni gamba mase diorg zaman mude2 and kitorg pon rajen bawak diorg jalan2.
but now ~~Baby~~Umi pon da ade Baby Jr dlm perut + kami yg bzy ngn dunie kami yg da nak abes blaja ni.Bese la sblm Retire title student banyk nk kene siapkan...
Cis..tetibe tringt keje...(-_-'')...
udah2...layan je la gamba2 nih :

kami yg membawe mereke berjalan2 sambil ~~dating~~ borak2 mengertkn persahabtn..
huhu~~

okeyh~
ini gamba boboi n baby yg mse tu mmg kiut-miut.
skrg da jd mak arnab pon...

baby mse kecix..and sgt cumeL...
miss u baby...dlm tangan ku sahaje
wiwit~~hehe

cute couple!!
baby & boboi...
diorg ni xpandang paras rupekn...huhu~
jap diorg ni ade mmbe2...
nnti kalu free saye akan mskkan gamba kwn2 diorg..
bubu pling i lyke...cute lol....

p.e.a.c.e

3 org budak sengaL~

2010-03-23T01:41:00.003+08:00

ini gamba aku dan kawan ~~sekatil~~ seTILAM ku.
mairun and fida...tiap2 mlm aku tido sebelah diorg.
kanan aku mesti fida...kiri aku msti mairun sengaL~
ahaha~kdg2 sblm tdo kitorg akan brmanje2...hehe
tp xde luar tabiee k....
jes borak2 memesrekn lg frenship kitorg...
tmbh2 tinggal lg1 month je kitorg duk sni *sob sob sedey..
cherish d moment ye fren. <3

p.i.a.c.e

Ronda2 shah alm~

2010-03-23T01:06:00.007+08:00

ni mase temankn nizam and fida dating.
w/pon br knal.bole komplot ngn nizam yg dr sabah wat kjutan kt fida..
hehe~ mmg enjoi jln ngn diorg...
hopefully berkekalan ke akhirnye.
jom tgk gmba2 candid-mandid :

malu2 posing kt de Palma nye tpt mkn.
i yg suh nizam tgk mate fida...huhu

yeah bile bdk2 nakal posing atas kerusi merah.
dlm pale otak diorg ni ade mcm2 prancangn jahat..hahahaha~

ok.ini namenye mai prasan nak jd model...=P

candid gamba nizam n fida tengah makan.

dlm toilet pon jdik bergamba.
spe suh psang cermin ~~banak2~~ BANYAK2...hehe

p.e.a.c.e

tilu- aku bukan aku

2010-03-09T01:39:00.004+08:00

ske tengok vid klip yg best2...especially video diary from yuna...comel sangat...
then i ade wat 1 vid mse family day kat pangkor~~ da siap tp xdpt mskkn jd AVI..bcos i dunno how its work gune pinnacle...*huh penat bwat....xboleh publish plak..(-_-'')
xpela...layan je lagu ni....

i'll take the advise

2010-03-09T00:33:00.008+08:00

suatu ketika dahulu..aku dibuai kata2 ini...

"ok syg...love u.as a prend"
"aku suke kwn ngn ko..."
"rindula ngan ko"

similar to this:

amek pengajaran dari kisah lalu...
ape yg patut di buat lepas ini adalah.....

p.e.a.c.e

mau tujukan ini pada diriku

2010-03-09T00:12:00.002+08:00

Caramu dan caranya berbeza…

Boy:
Di sini bermula pertemuan pandang pertama
Hanya dingin bersuara tapi tidak terkata
Siang tercari-cari malam termimpi-mimpi
Gadis yang di impi mungkinkah jadi realiti
Personalti, hati budi ingin ku kenali
Dan tak dengar fantasi, pria fantasia
Kini kembali, hey Nikki penglipur lara
Alunan suara mula bercerita

Langkahmu yang menggoda
Gayamu mempesona
Jelaslah kau jatuh cinta kepadanya
Malang kau hanya dianggap fantasi atau jelmaan
Di dalam angan-angan yang dia ciptakan

(Bridge)
Dalam khayalan kau rupawan
Selama-lama kau didamba
Namun hakikat kau sering saja dipergunakan

(Korus)
Caramu dan caranya berbeza
Ini semua permainannya
Baik LUPAKAN saja kerana kau
Jika bersama dia hidupmu kan sengsara
Berkali-kali telah ku ingatkan <--azza da kate

Langkahmu makin dekat padanya
Ingin menjerat akal mu pasti lena dibuai katanya
Telah ku kenal si dia
Yang hanya pandai berpura
Memikat dan menawan mangsa ‘tuk diperdaya

Dia janjikan kemewahan
Dan perkahwinan keindahan
Namun hakikat kau sering saja dipergunakan

(Ulang korus)

Tak sanggup ku lihat kau derita
Menurut segala mahunya
Kau keliru dan kau tersiksa
CINTAMU hanya dipersia

Boy:
Hey Nikki! What?
Wo..tiada ku sangka begini jadinya
Lembut lidah manis kata semuanya dusta
Diperdaya janji semua kosong belaka
Masa dan tenaga disiakan begitu saja
Rupa parasmu buatku tertawan
Lenggang lenggok pinggulmu
Yang jadi bahan tatapan
Yang ku inginkan kejujuran
Tapi pembohongan yang kau berikan
Seperti peribahasa
Tiada beban batu digalas
Tanpa cintanya diriku kini bebas
Ku berserah semuanya pada Mu Tuhan
Setiap yang berlaku pasti dalam INGATAN
Kini ku tahu manusia semua berbeza
Inginkan kemewahan bukan persahabatan sejati yg diinginkan
Benar kata mu ku hargai nasihatmu kawan

Cara kita berbeza

mau tujukan ini pada diriku...agar aku sedar... situasi yg sebenar ...
agar aku bangkit dari dipergunekan...Aku ingin BEBAS dari kate2 manis sayang seorang kawan baek..B.Y.E awak.....
*sedap gak ye lagu ni...ehehhe~

p.e.a.c.e

terluke..seketike..

2010-03-09T00:03:00.007+08:00

Macam mane pun korang buat aku....
Macam mane pun aku tersekse...
Macam mane pun AKU TERBENNCI KORANG...
Hakikatnye dalam sudut hati aku ni SAYANG korang......

“For everything you have missed, you have gained something else, and for everything you gain, you lose something else.”
“The difference between school and life? In school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson.”
amende aku merepek nih...(^^)???
urm...besela tu...dlm persahabtan mne de sntiase baek...
sdangkn lidah bole tergigit nikan kawn2 yg ramai n banyak kepalenye..
yg penting aku mnerime mereke seadenye...
dan aku blaja menghargai org yg meghargai aku...
ecece~~(^^)V

giLerk + noti = huha

p.e.a.c.e

stay d same pon sebenarnye boring

2010-03-07T17:04:00.003+08:00

romantiknye kalau begini....
tp kekal ke selalu begini

seronoknye berkawan...
tp kawan tu semue sentiase ke begini...

jez CHILL...
enjoy the moment we have rite now...
kan?? Kan?? KANN???

love u

siape kau

2010-03-03T16:47:00.005+08:00

hah !! benci nye aku die wat cm 2.... mlm smlm mmg xsangke die akan kluarkn kate2 mcm 2...
terlalu memandang paras rupe...if its about you xpe gak.but its about ME!! don't involve okeyh...its my life NOT yours...mmg betul cakap sist i shud NOT involve..tunggu mase je~~

secebis lagi kisah hidup aku yg kadang2 berEMOSI...aku juga manusie biase.ini sdikit kate2 yg terlintas d hati ku...

senang sANgAt hati manusie berubah kan ???
semalam kau BUKAN siapa2...hari ini kau yg ku KENALI...
semalam RINDU ...hari ini BENCI...
semalam SAYANG...hari ini BENCI.....
semalam kau BFF ku...hari ini kau MUSUH ku...
semlam kau KEKASIHku...hari ini kau org yg ku BENCI...
lalu bagaimana HARI ESOK ?!?!

"jangan terlalu benci pada seseorang... jangan terlalu sayang pada seseorang... kerana perasaan manusia senang berbalik"

p.e.a.c.e

Sian kan...

2010-02-28T15:34:00.003+08:00

Bosankan...
kadang2 bosan bile berkate tentang cinte...
tp itu yg manusie perlukan dlm hidup ni...
lelaki berkate tentang perempuan yg mempermainkan HATI mereka...
Perempuan berkate tentang lelaki yg mempermainkan HATI mereke..
SAME-SAME terluke pada cinta LALU...
Kini mereke cube MEMPERMAINKAN cinte baru yg datang
Hasil terluke dari kisah lalu....
LALU bagaimane MASE DEPAN??
takkan rase kah lagi PERASAAN itu dlm diri ini?
aku KASIHAN die

p.e.a.c.e

FLAMINGO vs Flaming

2010-02-26T04:39:00.006+08:00

Best sangat hari ni...
kitorg seperti biase menyambut birthday kawan2 yg lahir bulanJanuari dan februari...
kitorg da penah wat party kat tepi tasek,atas padang,kat rumah jln bawal,kedai makan LILIN...mane lagi????banyak la tempat...
so based on pengalamn lalu...
arini kitorg pun setelah berdiscuss dan bnyk tempat yg d tukar2...

"Rumah Jln Bawal..."
"padang shah alam...."
"TASEK shah alam di letakkan lilin..."
"PakLi sksn 18...."

last2 kitorang Gi FLAMING steambot Buffet yg mule kusangke kn FLAMINGO nme tempat tu(-_-'')....adus ~ sume gare2 cima yg sala type msg......
hahha~ xpe la the MEMORY will remain on my MIND 4ever...mmg sem akhir yg vogue la...tempat yg d pilih...siap ade photographer....FUH!!! i lyke.... mmg grand dan mnunjukkan ke MATANGAN kami kali ini... (^^)v....okeyh lets see the pict...

Flaming steambot buffet yg ku sangkekan FLAMINGO !!
kene gelak dgn Daus (-_-'')

SURPRISE !!!!!!!
birthday MEN Hank & Mizi
and azza ~Not a GIRL~ not yet a WOMAN

yeah seperti biase muke organizer utame...
except our own birthday msti kami la yg suke mencapab kan diri
huhuhu~

skodeng ape diorg wat....

yeah sumer yg hadir except mr photographer lew..

with my mr photographer @ kazen @ bestfwen...(^^)v....
tq 4 todays ...

p.e.a.c.e

i can do it !!!

2010-02-24T10:48:00.003+08:00

i CAN DO IT !!!!
oleh kerane aku ini SANGAT suke online especially Facebook... telah berlaku nye satu kelalaian...
di sebabkn itu aku deactivate facebook...tapi sayangnye bertahan hanye setengah hari(-_-')..
then aku activate balek...hahha~ mmg kne glak la ngn mmbe2 'umah bawal' ni...
tibe2 mlm semalam aku chat ngan Hanip Azman...
die ni mmg fotographer yg aku salute la.mmg banyak hasil keje die yg vogue d vass.well anak didik hasil UiTM Shah alam..hihi~[*da citer pasal die la plak] (-_-')...
ok samb...nak d jadikan crite die pun da deactivate akaun FB die...secare x sengaje aku pun terBET la ngan die utkTIDAK mengactivatekn FB.sape yg activate dulu d kire kalah... dan kene belanje makan bawah RM 20.Bukan Hadiah tp MAKANAN!... setelah berfikir aku rase aku perlu amek kesempatan ini utk bertahan dr facebook utk keje2 yg terbengkalai dapat diselesaikn..hoho~
aku pun SETUJU la dengan bet tersebut....namun disaat ni setelah 1 hari(--'') ak sudah dapat rasekan perasaan peLik dan membuak-buak dalam diri ini....AAAAAAAAAAA~
THIS IS 4 MY GOODNESS also~~~
bertahan la syidaaa(^^)v

2010-02-21T22:32:00.002+08:00

men from MARS women from venus...

i will not being TOUCH by the alien from Mars..

i will NOT showing my true feelings towards them..

They will don't know that i'm HURT because of them...

BECAUSE i'm HAPPY to be ME !!!

wut U give to me...u will get it Back from ME!!!

Dare with me!! u'll wait ur turn (^^,)

*CAN I DO IT ??
*CAN I BE THIS TYPE OF PERSON ?

~END~

2010-02-01T17:26:00.003+08:00

( i HATE to act...but i have to..)

Even in my Heart ...I see ...You're not being True to me..deep within my soul I feel nothing's like it used to be...sometimes I wish I could turn back time impossible as it may seem... but baby...I feel you're not being True to me...Quit playing games with my Heart

p.e.a.c.e

boboy

2010-01-20T20:55:00.003+08:00

cube teke sape ni???
ini ksayangan sye yg baru...
NEW born baby name boboy....
ni NAKAL ni...
tp saye tetap sayang die.
papa die sape,cube teke?
sorg papa yg tk gud care name F n he is my bestfren
n seorg lgi ayah die name F is my special fren...
hahaha~ sume itu xde kaitan antara idop dan mati
its jez my imagination yg liar...hehe~
anyhow i'm ur kakak ye boboy...
xnk jd tue lg...
da la nk g mkn piza la plak!!!
boring asyik mkn kangkung tman webit2 ku ini..
wuwuwu~

p.e.a.c.e

find my own goal

2010-01-16T01:08:00.003+08:00

aku ingin berjaya!!!

MAHU BERJAYA DALAM HIDUP !!!

membahagiakan hati ibu bapaku....
gain money by my ownself...
macam Hanis Zalikha yg berbakti pd ibu bapa
at least tak menyusahkn diorg...
apelah yg ade pd diri aku ni???
i'm down men...pointer teruk
camne nak teruskan hidup.....
i want to be a SUCCESSFULL person
I adore her life!!

p.e.a.c.e

mummy

2010-01-15T01:21:00.003+08:00

aku BOSAN dengan cinta ku...
ku rasakan buang masa....

p.e.a.c.e

excitednye aku

2010-01-10T23:49:00.003+08:00

aku yg bersemangat melihat AJL..
so aku da cop kan tempat dgn membeli Tix d dpan TV
umah sewe ku "banglo 9" bawal 4
huhuhuhu~~

tp ade la beberape org yg telah berseronok mengambil gamba tix tersebut d tempat laen...
huhu~ saye tak kesah pon...
diorang kan nak pinjam je...ahaks

hoho...AJL da abes...
tahniah kat YUNA yg Dapat no-2
I ALWAYS SUPPORT U!!!
aizat tahniah for d 1st place....

tyme for rest...
esok da start kuliah balek...huhu~
p.e.a.c.e.

how dare you!!

2010-01-10T21:20:00.007+08:00

i'm waiting !!!
i'm waiting !!!
and i'm waiting...

kenape kamu tidak ade di sane kamal...
ouh ...kamal!! lame sangat saye tunggu...
saye terpakse pergi duLu...
haha~ cida mmg la die takde sbb kamu takde wat 'temu janji' pon ngan die...
hahaha~
mase pegi aritu lambai jew...
and with d 'hope' wil meet u sum other tyme...(^,^)
lorh ...layan bola je la nampak nye!!!
(cian kat denge aku tak membenarkan die datang kerane kamal..
huhu...bek aku lepak je ngan mmbe kan...huhu)

GOOLLLL !!!
fulham vs everton = 1-2

jom balek kawan-kawan!!

p.e.a.c.e

meja makan

2010-01-09T16:26:00.004+08:00

Semula Ku Tak Yakin
Kau Lakukan Ini Padaku
Meski Di hati Merasa
Kau Berubah Saat Kau Mengenal Dia

*
Bila Cinta Tak Lagi Untukku
Bila Hati Tak Lagi Padaku
Mengapa Harus Dia Yang Merebut Dirimu

**
Bila Aku Tak Baik Untukmu
Dan Bila Dia Bahagia Dirimu
Aku Kan Pergi Meski Hati Tak Akan Rela

Terkadang Ku Menyesal
Mengapa Ku Kenalkan Dia Padamu

Terkadang Ku Menyesal

Mengapa Ku Kenalkan Dia Padamu

suke dengar lagu nih...
w/pon xde kaitan antara hidup dan mati ku~ *cewah*
tp sdap d dengar...
bole aku carik lagu ni sambil masak ayam masak merah
ni boleh di jadikan peribahase baru
"jgn mencari lagu sambil masak...nanti kawen ngan org tue" gegegege~

ayam masak merah rekaan aku
...huhu,..kene banyak d perbaiki...

lauk hari ini...
-ayam msk merah
-sup cendawan

sosej + ayam = aza punye (^_^)v

p.e.a.c.e

terbaek!!!

2010-01-09T14:55:00.005+08:00

besh giler tgk citer alvin and the chipmunk 2....
mmg glak sampai sakit perut laaa...
w/pon perut aku tgh lapa...wuhoo~
so sblum masuk wayang aku layan kan je aiskrim kat BASKIN ROBINs..
gila lorh sedap nye...wuwuuu..........

(aza dan aku makan eskrem berharge RM7.90 satu..
first tyme dlm hidup aku merase eskrem semahal ini!!)

balek tuh....
gi lepak kamals corner jap..
siot ade mamat ensem
*suke...suke..ske...(^,^)..
uiks terserlah cida...
huhu
da balek umah!! mlam da!!
ngantuk *sigh*
(tata kamal!!! muge ketemu lagi....)

p.e.a.c.e

party every where.

2010-01-04T01:32:00.003+08:00

new adventurous....
going to PP at D_ta V__t_.....

TQ kat :
-my fave cuzie...kak dyla
- kak teeny..yg sgt frenly
- abg c-am... co- driver..
- kak lya - the organizer

p.e.a.c.e

diary terakhir 2009 (^_^)

2010-01-01T11:23:00.002+08:00

8am : still tdo....smlm penat ...siang wat AE mlm tgk wayang citer sherlock Holmes yg agak complicated membuatkan otak ku xbrehat jue....

9am : aza bising npe x bangn lagi...mate da bkk tp masih lpak2 d katil(*tilam kwn2 yg ku lpiskn jd katil sbb diorg xbalek lg) sambil tgk TV...die nk g amek motor kat nation wide

10am : da bangun.nak pgi mandi sblm tu grak faisol suh tman g JPJ... *sucks license tamat 3 januari ni..ahad...
aku siap2 g mandi.........diorg pun bersiap utk d hantar ke Nation Wide

11am : amek faisol d rumah nye...da bergerak dr 17 hantar niza n aza ke Nation Wide yg ku lihat spti sebuah Banglo besar.dan kami pon berlakon la seolah2 itu adelah rumah mereke ber2 dan aku dan faisol sgt kagum...
-hah faisoL...jgn lupe bgtau awek's mu kite nk kar jap...=P

11.51am : da beratur kat JPJ d pintu 6...ya saye dapat angke giliran 284....dan pelanggan menunggu adelah 75org lagi...gile r cam lame je aku kene tunggu.

12.13 pm : wa..aku da msk kaunter....capatnye !!! kredit utk JPJ yg menjalnkn keje dgn BAEKnye... * i loike =)
so kami pon menggerakkan diri ke OLE-OLE stelah bergado mulut nak makn d mane ye...Gedix tuL !!

1.00 pm : giler banyak kete kat 18 nih...cnfirm susah nak carik parking...at last dapat gak blkng ESSO..

1.30pm : Faisol g toilet... aku survey guitar kat kedai berdekatan...tibe2 ku tertarikpade keyboard... rase cam nk tuka minat yg x ksampaian kat guitar tu pd keyboard...ok x???
urm ......*thinh...think..think...*

2.00pm : makn d food court...aku order Bubur Nasik+telur dadar + air limau suam=rm 5
faisol order nasik ayam + milo ais = xtau bpe..die bayo
lepak jap...mcm2 citer kitorg sembng..lpak tuL mamat nih

3.00pm : pusing2 kat Ole2....aku melihat2 baju Putih kemeja yg ade cutting...smart gile.tapi xde size aku =( ..... nak wat cmne...bli je la cardigan putih tu.(tak pasal2 faisol kene teman aku shopping..haha...but he's a good 'shopping frens'...die bia aku pilih..then bile ak panggil suh bg pandangn baru die dtg...
GOOD !! GOOD!! len kali bole buli lagi...ekekek~

4.00 pm : balek umah..amek hard disk and bg laptop kat Fred time nk anta faisol.yes pinnacle da bole d masukkn!!

4.15pm : balek umah...tengok S.H.E kat tv

4.45pm : TIDO sbb penat dan tak tau nak wat pe da xde laptop...

5.30pm : tgk jam..nape fred x msg lagi.nak amek laptop nih

6.00pm : msg fred "da siap blom laptop??" then pgi mANdi.abes mandi. pergi rumah guys.amek laptop

7.00 pm : wait for his msg...i hate waiting....n i hate PROMISE...bcos its always make me sad !! try 2 busying myself..

8.00 pm : tgk TV....internet

9.00 pm : fida msg me...sembang2 jap...buat a.e skit

10.00pm : putus harapan * sigh..........pasrah

11.00 pm : YM......lame da x on ym....jhonny Bonzo tegur..n we have sum chat...so...mlm neu year ni lepak kat umah je la n sambut dgn Jhonny Bonzo je la!!

11.59 : Countdown dengan Jhonny Bonzo @ Syed al-aidid.... Celcom nye line lembab so mals nak wish kat sape2....chat till 1.30am and ade chat ngan ayeb jap...=)

before i go 2 sleep...i've make a decision yg sangat susah....... but this is it!!! these is my choice... hope things goin find with a better YEAR for ME...
wanna improve myself.... petikan YM dgn Jhonny :

" Jhonny Bonzo (1/1/2010 12:09:13 AM): azam u apa beb
Jhonny Bonzo (1/1/2010 12:09:30 AM): nk minum air zam2?
syidah rui (1/1/2010 12:10:07 AM): hahahah~
syidah rui (1/1/2010 12:10:20 AM): ok gak ye idea azam u tu
syidah rui (1/1/2010 12:10:22 AM): haha~
syidah rui (1/1/2010 12:10:28 AM): azam i....
syidah rui (1/1/2010 12:10:39 AM): nak jd happy n tabah hadpi dugaan
syidah rui (1/1/2010 12:10:54 AM): dis year bnyk sgt komplen pasal idop i x best
syidah rui (1/1/2010 12:11:02 AM): so dis year i nak....
syidah rui (1/1/2010 12:11:11 AM): jd org bersyukur ngn ape yg i ade..
syidah rui (1/1/2010 12:11:37 AM):
Jhonny Bonzo (1/1/2010 12:11:47 AM): bgs3
Jhonny Bonzo (1/1/2010 12:11:58 AM): lg
syidah rui (1/1/2010 12:12:12 AM): lg???
syidah rui (1/1/2010 12:12:20 AM): erm.........
syidah rui (1/1/2010 12:12:36 AM): bnyk...mende2 kecix tu...
syidah rui (1/1/2010 12:12:54 AM): nak jd org yg lebeyh out spoken...
syidah rui (1/1/2010 12:13:27 AM): nak score exam(bese...tiap sem azam ni)
syidah rui (1/1/2010 12:13:58 AM): nak jd lebeh cnfidence ngn diri sndiri...
syidah rui (1/1/2010 12:14:01 AM): supaye....
syidah rui (1/1/2010 12:14:10 AM): bole ade special boy...
syidah rui (1/1/2010 12:14:14 AM): hehehhe~ "

*neutral feelings.....*sigh*

p.e.a.c.e

dont blame my heart

2009-12-20T23:37:00.003+08:00

hatiku yg sentiase berubah....

i love u....
i love u...
i love u....

tak salah kan mencube.... (^_^) ....

twillight list track :

2009-12-20T23:34:00.000+08:00

Muse — Supermassive Black Hole
Paramore — Decode
The Black Ghosts — Full Moon
Linkin Park — Leave Out All The Rest
MuteMath — Spotlight (Twilight Mix)
Perry Farrell — Going All The Way (Into The Twilight)
Collective Soul — Tremble For My Beloved
Paramore — I Caught Myself
Blue Foundation — Eyes On Fire
Rob Pattinson — Never Think
Iron & Wine — Flightless Bird, American Mouth
Carter Burwell — Bella's Lullaby

recently on my mind

2009-12-06T03:12:00.001+08:00

p.i.e.c.e

lets rock OUR world frens... =)

2009-12-05T09:24:00.003+08:00

okeyh Frens......26th dec 2009 akan di adekan rock the world ke 9..... ramai indie artist yg akn perform d sane....so lets go geng....jumpe d sane... (^_^)..............

p.e.a.c.e

moving on again...

2009-12-02T14:46:00.003+08:00

hurm... i guess dis type life doesn't suit me anymore....
i've learnt sumthing today. Life must go on.... even life yg kite nk tu dah xde.even kite da berusahe utk keadaan dan suasane tu kekal tp die tetap berubah....kwn2 pon berubah...
wut shall i do...xkan nak stay duduk terperuk sorg kat sni...sdangkn org laen da bergerak ke tahap hidup laen yg berbeze.......
tq to f yg mnjemput sye utk join die...but i'm not deciding anything yet sbb bile dgn lwn gender ni.slalu nye akan menykitkan....aku xsedie utk d sakiti lagi..........................................
FOCUS...with INDIVIDUAL life rite now....................
berkawan lah dngan siape2 saje....muge aku lebeyh blaja tentang keHIDUPAN...dan menikmatinya..
Anyway thanx 2 AZREEN,krun n fetty.....for giving tyme 4 us to enjoy ourself....frenship kite lame kan...xsangke=)...................
p.i.e.c.e

di Hari Raye Adha...ku knangkn diri mu

2009-11-28T00:54:00.003+08:00

urm....stelah sekian lame.... ari ni baru call...
camne la aku ni....
mengharapkan die seperti Mr M yg slalu msg...
mne bole!!! He is mr.F not mr.M...n i'm no LONGER MRS.M anymore.....
mestila sikap dan perwatakan yg berbeze...............
aku xbole harap die adalah seperti org laen.............
hurm....mcm mne pon M ade kelebihan dan keburukan tersendiri dan juge F....

ntah la...kadang2 nak putus ase ngan lelaki..... tp nak wat cmne diorg sumbe inspirasi aku...
pasrah je la..... at least yg skrg ni bg semangat utk aku teruskan sisa2 (cewah...) hidop yg xseberape ni kat UiTM..... membantu aku lupekan kisah 3thn yg lalu... yg penting aku bkn terpakse trime die. at least hati aku ade terdetik suke dkat die...xmcm2 laki2 laen yg stil xdpt tembus ati aku...yg aku anggap diorg hanye teman.... memikirkn nak jumpe die je da wat hati aku berdebar2....cewah....jiwang xingat....xde la...xtau npe aku malu sgt ngn die nih....
tp aku suke...die baek...die layan je ape aku wat.... cume he's a bit busy,yela dgn org yg dpt PTPTN suku je....standard la tu....need 2 find more money...cam aku dulu =P
k la.... w/pon kitorg x couple,die sumber inspirasi aku dis semester.....
MUGE aku dapat capai IMPIAN SEM 8 ni dan dapat habiskan study dlm mase yg d tetapkn......

p.e.a.c.e

die baek sangat...

2009-11-18T03:16:00.002+08:00

layak ke aku nak die...adei !!!
tetibe pkir macam2..... sbab segale2 nye berlaku dgn kadar yg sgt segere....
tadi call....tibe2 die revise sgale wktu yg kite da jumpe

"2x di trowong azimat...sila isi dan hantar smase pmulangn jubah"
"sekali mase cr gamba konvo Skem"
"mase amek CD kt parking lot uitm"
"lepak kt kdai sksn 23...ngn hank n cima n daus.."

Persoalan yg bermain di minda aku tika dan saat ini:

"nape cepat sgt ati aku ni ni cair saat ni"
"Hope sgt aku bole jd diri aku dpan die...tp,takut...takut die xbole trime aku seadenye"

urm...ape pown...thanks sbb hadir dlm hidup ni.... stay slagi bole.
tapi kalau awak nak pergi...saye rele lepaskan org yg saye sayang utk kebahagiaan =]

p.e.a.c.e

TAKUT...

2009-11-16T12:06:00.002+08:00

Takut !!!
betape aku takut nak berhadpn ngn mase dpan...
i'm afraid dat my heart can't bare it....
macam mane dengan mase dpan???
sudah 2 bln aku xberhadpan ngan die....
suddenly when my car broke...i call 4 help,usually its him but last nyte i call 4 sumbody...
merayu ! mrayu! ntah pd siape.... bile dapat, dis fellas ask me?

F : "y don't ya call m ??? ur scandal dulu ek... "
(actually dat tyme d title is BFF-best FrenForever)
me : erm... aku call die xangkat la....
F : eyh ...yeke? die da tuka fon la..fon die da ok.
me : oo...iye ke...um ntah le...
F : haha...ke da frust? (wit his face stil on me..)
me : hahhaha....so funny

macam mane ni??? aku da ade pilihan baru...
.........but..................................
i'm not suppose to b in a MOOD of LOVE ( even hati aku da mule cair...)
bcos next sem would be the busiest semester...
but........... i'm so afraid kalau aku xamek chance skrg aku xbole berhadpn ngan HEARTACHE berhadpn ngn die next sem........sdangkan aku berseorngn................
PERLU KAH AKU MENJADI BER2 ????????????

p.e.a.c.e =(

hepi sangat ....

2009-11-11T21:42:00.006+08:00

Hari ni hari yg sangat full utk hari aku yg bese nye asyik wat thesis je kat umah.

1st aku g KISAS nk mintak tolong kak aumi pasal questionnaire then lepak2 ngn students yg mmg tgh xde klas baru abes exam la kate kan...best sgt....dpt borak lame ngn diorg....
syahid,syafeeq,ikhwanudin,aizat,hazim,basheer,wafi...while the girls aku xnampak pon...sume bz kt dlm gymnaseum ngn aktiviti yg skolah dah sediekn.... TQ hazim 4 all d information...lawak lew die...br je jumpe bole msg tyme ade kt atas bas n aku kt bwh tu sembang2 ngn kwan2 die...

Then aku n kak ida mneruskan perjlnn ke UM.. gamble je pegi...xrancang pon sblm ni...heheh
so kirenye best sebab...aku ley jejln sambil siap kan thesis aku...
BERSERONOK DAN MENDAPAT FAEDAH NYE.... =)

then ptg tu lpas makn tgh hari n borak hal cinte ngn kak ida nih(mmg syok n lege) tetibe...aku dapat 1 call...nak cakap ngn cik Syida...hurm...its seem like lately aku asyik d kenekn oleh org2 tertentu...but the most thing is I LOVE IT....aku xsunyi...n aku ade ramai org yg sudi chill kan hidop aku....ok...samb citer td...punye la lame borak...die ckp die inpector polis

S : Helo ni cik Nur Shidah kew?
aku: ye saye bercakap.
S : saye dr balai polis sksn 6.cik d minta utk dtg ke sne.
aku : kenape ye saye kene g sane.
S : cik kene dtg sini utk uruskn kwn cik ni.
aku : tapi......saye xtau jalan pegi sane!!!
S : hahahhahahaahhaha.........
aku: SAPE NI???
S : hahah....aku syed la.........

cis....xsangke die yg call aku n kene kan aku...ampes tul...mamat ni mmg lew xpnah nk kenekn aku.. he's always in his world.plik n lawak XD ....hahah....aku tau je cam ade org nk kenekn but its not him ok.....lg pon lately ni aku asyik dapat telefon Rasmi mcm dr TM n telefon dr student2 ku yg mmg suke nak kene kan aku.so aku xbole poyokan diri.kene layan skema...hahhaha~ at least they bright up MY LIFE.... =)

so...citer aku d hantui panggilan rasmi ni xabes lagi.mlm tu kul 8.sblm ak nk g mandi. ade unknown number call lg... uish,sape lak ni...then die

U : helo.bole cakap dengan cik Syidah
aku : ye saye..
U : saye Fa____l dr jabatn peperiksaan.Bos saye suruh saye hubungi awak.
aku :ye knape...mne bole mlm2 call.cmne bos awk nih...

(n then sound problem berlaku...line mxs kt umah ak mmg ampeh)

die letak fon...aku dengan seronok nye MENJERIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEAH !!! die call...die call.... setelah beberape hari aku menunggu die lastly die call jugak...
...kan...dats it =) i LOVE it........... bkn pew susah gile nk cntact....yg paling penting... aku xmengulangi kesilapan lame...

"MENUNGGU" tanpe berbuat ape = penantian yg mnyakitkan....

at least aku sibukkan diri ngn aktiviti yg havoc....x la sesakit dulu... =)
da ade no fon die...YESS...YESS...
yg paling penting MY INSTINCT IS ON THE RIGHT TRACK

p.e.a.c.e

Boring nyew

2009-11-08T13:38:00.003+08:00

mane pegi sume kawan2 ni.....
masing-masing bz ngn hal memasing.....
nak ajk lepak pon senyap jew....

K A W A N

2009-11-06T00:52:00.007+08:00

“Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget.”

“A friend is someone who helps you up when you're down, and if they can't, they lay down beside you and listen.”

“A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are.”

“You meet people who forget you. You forget people you meet. But sometimes you meet those people you can't forget. Those are your 'friends.'”

“Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friends

i'm the person who really obsessed in friendship.
Really believe it..
Really appreciate it...
"Jealous" when i saw some other people FRIENDSHIP look really sweet!! =)
(bcos i also want to hv one of those relationship)
I do believe my faith dat the ONCE 4 me....
should be sumone who was my bestfrens forever in MY life..=)

BUT Once you dissapoint me...
n forget d frenship its hard for me to accept you back like those old days....

~ Syidah BFF ~ *wink*

p.i.e.c.e

STAY

2009-11-04T22:57:00.003+08:00

[INTRO]

Dmaj7 - C#m7 - Cm7/Bm - Amaj

The last chord, Amaj, goes like this:

e|-------------------|
B|-------------------|
G|-666-7777-999-7777-|
D|-777-7777-777-7777-|
A|-777-7777-777-7777-|
E|-555-5555-555-5555-|


[VERSE 1]

Dmaj7                   C#m7    
Sound straight from the twilight,
    Cm7/Bm7
Has me up all night,
           Amaj
I can't fall asleep 'cause I keep thinking of you,
 Dmaj7   C#m7           Cm7/Bm7            Amaj   
And I saw a shadow outside my window and it's you.


[CHORUS]

    Dmaj7
All my sorrows flew away,
        C#m7
Hush, keep quiet, hear me say,
     Bm7
I don't ever want you to go,
    Amaj
Please stay.

      Dmaj7
With the moonlight dancing free,
         C#m7
And there's no one but you and me,
        Bm7
There's no reason to go astray,
    Amaj
Please stay.


[RIFF]

Dmaj7
Making up a story,
      C#m7
It's the way you're looking at me,
    Bm7     
If you think that this is funny,
       Amaj
it's just you.

Try and think about it,
If you're heart is closed don't lock,
Keep your keys back in your pocket,
Think this through.



dedicate specially to Him....please STAY.........

p.e.a.c.e

Semua yg sementara

2009-11-04T21:33:00.004+08:00

kdg2...hari yg menggembirekn tu dtg kjab je..then i'm back 2 d way my LIFE use to be....*isk~ sad*
(3 thn tu kjap je.....
setahun kejap......
2 hari tu lagi la kejap....
argh.....knape xslama-lama nye.....
xpon biar sampai aku boring...korg bla lah lepas tuh..
urghh.... i dun believe i need them rite NOW !!! )

no change is such A PAIN...
no change = boring!!!
no change = NO GAIN.....

I NEED A total CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.e.a.c.e l i F e

it was a BLAST day

2009-10-29T10:14:00.007+08:00

it really was a blast day for me.... starting from 21 til 27 Oct, unofficially i was involved in Uitm convocation event....opened the booth n prepare 1 of the facilities 4 the graduate....(laminate je pon)many things happen...meet new peoples which i enjoyed it very much....
til d last day which i hv a chance to capture pict with Yunalis...thanx 2 d photographer.... i'm 2 excited during dat tyme til people wil think my Jaw wil drop 4 smiling sooo much~...haha

if u wanna ask any romance things happen during dat tyme??! yes of course i enjoy all the flirting moments...hehe...its just 4 fun...(its not i'm acting like a bitch).....i like hanging around with all the peeps n not just lay back at home doing nothing except surfing internet...
(like: syed,faiq,aisah,zila,intan,kak fit.kak ida, amy, jen,kak ria,kak fiza,jani etc)
meet new people:syira,fairuz,Julie,bell,students photography cam fakhrul,helme,firdaus herrow,hanif etc.................
anyway i have sum unpredictable questions by them which was question when d 1st tyme we meet...

H : Hye...name sape?
me: syida...nme awk?
H : azroi (bkn nme sbnr)
me: oooo...
H : Bole saye tau............ Bile kite bole bercouple?
me : (startle face shown)...urm..nnti sye fikirkan
All : hahahhha.........(then they start 2 make jokes)

so funny when i hv a chat with them,.. hope the frenship doesn't end only here....

p.e.a.c.e

Nearly my besties wed...

2009-10-05T23:32:00.005+08:00

i am a student in one of a local university which will graduate in less then 1 year.
so as usual i'm so busy with the students schedule. Plus when i have to attend my practical as trainee teacher in one of the Highest rated boarding-school in town. So as i'm buzying myself i rarely open up my email or yahoo massenger.
One day as open ym,Fiqa was buzzing me. She's really excited. We use to be close friends in 5sc2. Her table was behind mine.We like to have a chat til sumtyme our homeroom teacher was sick of us. Eventhough she was a prefect but she was not the type of prefect that i hate.Perhaps she was one of the people in this class that really close to me beside Komala and Amalina.
Since then usually when i "pop-up" like this she will nag on y its so hard to be in-contact and so on bla n bla....hahah...eventhough like dat.But it was really funny n exciting to chat with her. We up-date on our own life story,movement,study,status and especially fon numb.+)
Suddenly she wants to get amalina's number.She urgr me to get in contact wit another close fren of us.I was awkward y she was like that.But when i think again mayb bcos
"yela...supposely ama n me should b in cntct more since she's still in our hometown.But fiqa was sumwhere in Kedah(her currently hometown) n Malacca her campus.So it has make a sense to me"
So dat was d moment dat i start to contact Amalina's back.i'm taking nearly 3weeks to cntact her since d moments i got her number back(i dunno she has change using digi now).
When it was Raya.I was back home celebrate the eid in Kuala Kangsar.On the third raya she ask me to come to her granny house as we use to "lepak" there in our old days.But i broke d promise since they were so many guess dat coming to our house on dat they.Then i call her at night to make an apology.And then she tell me everything...

"SHE WILL ENGAGE WITH HIM(hehe)"

aaaaaaaaaa....i'm screaming happily for her......

"that's a great news...congrats!!!"

So she ask me to come to her engagement ceremony..Suddenly i felt i was EXACTLY in the ADULT WORLD....Anyway my wish for her is to be happy:

Amalina !!! Welcome to the REAL "future married couple" world =)

p.i.e.c.e

The litle Girl at the window

2009-10-02T01:07:00.004+08:00

I've been reading this story book...its really special and really exciting to read especially for those educators and mum who really concern wit their children education. How the child grow in their own NATURAL way which most of people nowadays have missed it...their to "tangle-up" wit syllibus education especially in M'sia.. but i want to firmly said dat I AM NOT against d ministry... its jes my opinion...
sudenly i want to b A TEACHER not for secondary sschool but primary school...
wow does dis book really impress my thought?? Maybe 4 a moment... but i guess i'm not really gud in handling really young children.i'm afraid i'll scared them to death wit my tantrum...
Nevermind,i'm suggesting one of the site which the writers (http://littlekittle.com/blog/?s=didikan) have influence her thinking... the writer as well known as MamaFiza,4July08 (maybe we can say as the pioneer) of the parents who do Homeschooling for their children.... the idea was started when she was 15 yrs old...and she read THIS BOOK.... and then she got the idea of homeschooling by herself to educate her children...
if u want to know what is the story of these book u shud bought it in nearer book store KINOKUNIYA.... i don't really like read it in web n i don't suggest u bcos i don't support piracy and make the writer hard work being wasted n not appreciated

p.i.e.c.e

SALAM LEBARAN

2009-10-02T00:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY AIDULFITRI...
TO ALL MUSLIMS...
muge raye ni lagi bek dr raye yg lepas...
muge amalan lagi bertambah,....
muge hati ini menjadi lebih putih dan lembut...
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN ye kawan-kawan

p.i.e.c.e

Nukilan hati seorg trainee

2009-10-02T00:28:00.003+08:00

(its been along time dat i didn't write to dis blog according 2 time constraint.. and its also bcos i've wrote another blog 4 my students since dis blog is like "18pL" for them to read on.So this one is one of d "piece" dat i wrote for them & me as the writer from trainee teacher perception n world... being another me, I guess!! enjoy my feeling)

macam tak percaye je aku dah abes practical di kisas.Banyak pengalaman dan kenangn pahit manis yg aku kutip kat sini.Bile bangun pagi biasenye aku akan terfikir

"hah, sekolah....nak ajr arini da prepare ke belum aku ni?"
"mcm mane la student aku arini? smangt ke boring nak blaja?"

risau kalau xde aktiviti menarik harini...Tapi seronok bile terfikir kan perangai diorg yg menghiburkan hati aku ni...Bile berade di sekolah ni banyak mengingatkan aku pd zaman aku sekolah...
me with energetic teenage life...semue bende kalau boleh aku nak explore n buat....Everything were happy.Just fikir pasl belajar. Xde tanggungjwb lain.Paling best friendship antare kawan la....
sgt rapat...sampai ade tertubuh bandla kononnye.mase tu nak spm kitorg bole lagi join merdekanye event...name grup tu "freedom girl".... sweet sgt rasenye bile ingat especially bile kitorg menang no 1 ... =)
Berbalek pade student2 aku punye cerite... diorg nie mmg le tersgt energetic especially boys die la... so adatla bg aku if diorg ni langgar peraturan ke..hape ke..let it be bcos dis is when they enjoy their energetic youth life...
ade sekali tu aku sampai skolah dlm kul 7.10am...budak2 nie nye peraturan kene msuk sekolah sblm kul 7.10am, lewat catat name.. adela sorg bdk nie...aku nampak die berlari dari jauh...(of course la aku sampai dulu sbb nek kete)..bile masuk je kwsan sekolah dlm berlari tue..die punye happy mcm dah sampai ke garisan penamat lari 500m...ye die berjaye sampai ke sekolah sblm 7.10am dgn beg pink die(lelaki pakai beg pink? bile aku tanye ptg tue kate die style) ...hehehe
mcm2 la perangai kat situ yg aku kenal...
ade yg suke lepak lpas abes kelas aku especially bile lpas klas tu wkturehat..
ade yg stay sbb nak tumpang onl9 gne laptop aku nak tgk result bola sepak...
ade yg curi2 bg kad raye...
ade yg msg mase cuti tanye cmne nk kire density...
ade yg kene sembur spray dgn air mase mlm BIJAK tp die ingat tc fitriyah yg sembur...
ade yg suke salm bnyk kali kate nk berkat...
ade yg aku suke pinjam brg diorg sbb duduk dpan skali snang pinjam...
ade yg suke tanye bile teacher nk kahwin,tunang teacher org tett(pandai je meneke,saye xbertunang lagi,special bf pon xde lg)...
ade yg sembang pasal personal interest diorg ...
ade yg suke tanye teacher ingt tak name saye??? n then aku akan cube mengingatkn name diorg dgn terkial2nye...
haha...sumer tu dah jadi kenangan, kenangan yg boleh menggembirekn aku d saat aku down dgn life seorg bakal ckgu.

p.i.e.c.e

time

2009-08-07T01:51:00.003+08:00

time goes by like a subtren....
we don't realize it til we look to somebody...
i look back to this girl...
she was really pretty like her late mothers...
i could remember it how her late mother come to my mum haus in the morning
and kiss my cheeck eventhough i didn't take my bath yet...
she's so close to my father like sister....
very soft and gentle towards me...
but she goes to the heaven early n leave her beautiful daughter to us...
tragic story to this young girl when she's alone without mum in d young age's (baby's)...
til everyone could cry whenever hear the story... but her life was covered wit the joy of her uncle n aunty's n big family who love her very much....

and right now she's already could take care of HER own self n also grandma's

a Slight smiLe 4 me =)

2009-07-19T01:55:00.005+08:00

have been in Dewan Jubli this nite.... its grand wedding party by my second cousin, abang Wan and he is working with Agong...so Agong was there with his humble dress up and not really protocol like i thought(like kak long's wedding).... i still can feel comfortable there
the best thing happen to me today were when i've got a bouquet of yellow rose(even it was just from the wedding ceremony) and i've been shaking hand with the Queen of Malaysian(Permaisuri Agong)... =)

2009-06-30T20:48:00.002+08:00

If i am not from this world...and i hate to be here.... what should i dooo?????

2009-06-27T00:31:00.003+08:00

the truth is i am heading on my life....
i'm letting mr m go...
i have sumone in my mind...
sumtyme i think bout him...
we don't even start yet to be a good frens...
the last smile ...
the first hye...
the last GOODBYE....
will i ever see him again??? i jez miss him sooo much...

2009-06-26T22:55:00.005+08:00

sometimes i don't understand y he kept asking "y i don't have a boyfren"... mind ur own business. its up to me to have or not to have one.... u just make me feel tired and exhausted with that kind of questions !!! just take care of ur girlfren who always stay by ur side... i hate when ur always guessing me... things happen to me not in the way u think !!! i just can't explain it... so plis leave me alone !!! i just want to be ur fren... ur good fren but if u want more then that... I AM SORRY... lets end its here..... i'm SORRY!!

2009-06-21T09:07:00.002+08:00

my working area lately... i dunno i shud be wut kind of teacher.... my students are fine...
hope they will get sumthing from me....from my knowledge...
'actually' sumtyme i recently think dat if i can't give them all the knowledge that they need...
is it rite for me to be in this position????
sumtyme i felt lyke i've been nut and restless wit the science thing....
i dunno y i dun't have the guard to choice another path... without the 'science' things...
i'm no good in it..... i'm thinking y i leaved the UiTm sri iskandar offered in Interior Designed Courses..... why??? and why???
there's no answer ... right now i shud think wut shud i do to correct the wrong and do the best in wut i do in PRESENT!!!! chaiyok...and fighty !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

2009-06-10T23:26:00.006+08:00

lately i've been receiving many comments(more then 1) said dat i'm looking like Yunalis.... i'm proud to be her fan but actually i preffered to be my ownself wit my own style n character. Because.. i dunno, sumtymes i felt tired to be me. But at least people didn't hate me. bcos I really hate FRAUD...as i hv copied dis meaning from Dynne's blog(.i agree with her.) "when you are acting TO BE somebody else, means that you are ending up as 4-in-1 type of person or 2-in-1 or as many as the person you copied..."
its really tiring to see the other me on others.. and its even more hurt if her acting is really fine till she could 'claim' it is her actual character and actual desire...ENUFF said i hate dis type of person !!
okei..continue bout Yuna... mayb we hv d same type of thinking n interest..but i want to HIGHLIGHT here i am not copying her !!!

DIFFERENCES YUNA VS ME (SYIDAH)

SMILE : yuna-iklan lipice ..... me-iklan colgate
SKIN colour : yuna-putih ... me-as tanned as my dad
keTINGGIan : yuna-menare KL ... me-bangunan sek 4tingkat
SOCIAL : yuna- have more gud frens guys n girls also hv big bunch of fans... me-i've had HAVE guy bestie b4(in d past)..right now still hv d girls besties and jez want 2 b d low profile person..never plan to go in2 music industries n hv any fans

maybe we have the SAME in
STYLE : of our head scarf...i already wear it b4 she's out into d indie's scene..but not so often..
MUSIC : we love music..i only know guitar but she know sum more instrument n of course she has more talent wit d sweet voice while i'm jez singing n plucking guitar 4 fun n release my tension...(but lately i'm to bz to play wit it)...i like to hear d indie music but i also like to hear from the mandarin,taiwan,korean music...its really touch my emotion...bcos i also like to see their dramas n movies...
POSING style: there was 1 coincident when i look @ her pict with her cousin@bestfren@PA... is a bit same wit my picture taken wit my sister....

(crossing the leg.... i am not copying anybody its jez my body reflect to do it at dat time.)

hahaha....dats alll my wednesday thought !!! =).... still luv yuna's music... GOO indie's scene even i can't support all of u like always!! nearer n going 2 d gigs..but i'm supporting INDIE's no matter far, no matter where am i....

2009-06-05T01:03:00.005+08:00

INSPIRATION... i want to be here the most late is 5years from now !!!

2009-06-04T00:04:00.004+08:00

it was NOT a destiny....its jez a coincidence that have been plan and misunderstood by others. bcos it is jez like a celebrity life.... so many secret that have been hide... and people around were just guessing.... =) nevermind!! i will bare with it, like all this things never happen from the start...it is just an ACTING.... the "viewers" like it, LOVE the "movie" like it was an idol drama... but it is ONLY for the drama... its never bcame real.... FOCUS wit things happen in present syeda... FOCUS the things left in ur life,people who love you... there's no need for a space 4 people who don't need u anymore.... so syidah its time to say gooodbye 4 dat nonsense feeling !!!
the quote for me: there 100 things to make me sad but there are more then 10000 things dat make me smiling happily... =)

lately...

2009-06-03T00:12:00.007+08:00

I am very tired..actually i've already regretted to accept more home tuition. i thought i will bare wit it. but i'm too busy wit this bcoming prectical.i don't believe it that i'm gonna b an adult soon when i'm stil believe dat i don't want any big responsibilities yet. i have so many things to do before i bare to have all the responsibilitties... time is really short til i have to read the book when i'm eating. its for my tutoring class. it serve me right to jez accept any offer dat come infront of me. i should be more choosy i think and see whether it suits my capabilities.
syidah its serve you right !!! huhu.... its my luck dat i don't follow and be the Boonga artist if not i don't even know when i will take a breath... between i hope after the prectical i would be accepted as one of the YAWA's volunteer.... bcos it will lead me to my ambition and my dreams.... chaiyok and fighty syeda !!!!! ( i missed me wit the feeling of missing and admiring and in love wit someone.it seems like i've lack my heart now.whose fault !!haha maybe its better 2 be like dis)

lets not wait anymore

2009-06-01T01:02:00.001+08:00

she is me..he is me...they are me

2009-05-31T22:28:00.005+08:00

(i luv dis unique pict dats y i published it)
This is my sista...she is mature then me.. i have 5 siblings.i'm the eldest but usually people will misunderstood dat i am the 3rd in family...and i'm always saying to umaira n nabila i've got d young look in me..hehe..we always talk and chat about the youth world dat we've been through together since our age are not in a big range..we love to talk bout fashion,guys,love,and study. I love when we can hang out together(since we have further our study there only a short time to be be spend 2gether). Then the only boy in our family is Mohd eventhough he's always in his bad tempered but i love my brother. We share the same football club of course manchester United.We even go to d mamak together.One day we will go to europe 2gether jez 2 see our fave team...yeah... =)
last but not least my youngest anje @ baby...zawani,hehe...she is jez so sweet. ganaz cam abg die. but she likes 2 help d sisters a lot. i like 2 bullied her of course bcos she is my "adek" and i am her "cik" .... ~ luV u all guys =)

shouting hell

2009-05-31T15:32:00.002+08:00

sometime i don't understand why people like to look down on others.
does they feel better about themself after that??
eventhough the truth is they were also NOTTT PERRFECTT........
i'm shouting from my heart to people out there whoever is he/she....plis stop that behavior!!!
because maybe this is the reason why people around you, are running away and not being ur frens.

GEMINI...

2009-05-25T11:19:00.003+08:00

its my burfday..... thanx Allah for all the things that i have in my life..... the goods dat u give are uncountable...from the soul..the body...the people around me and the life dat i have...
i try 2 be a good muslims...but i'm not perfect...sumtyme i still complaint on my life and all d things dat disastified me... its maybe bcos i'm to naive n don't know wuts d good behind d disaster dat happen....
so thankiu mak ayah...adek....and all d person dat spend their time and their credit 2 wish my burfday....fatin,Ahmad,Reen,Linda(my rum8..lame xjmpe..rindu...she call me on my bday),Nabilah,Niza and Mashima..... ni je yg da wish wat mse nie.....yg len 2 mne??? ello ...FIDAAA n TIQAHHH( lame da ak tunggu wish dari korg ni...antare org penting dlm idop ak)

p.i.e.c.e.

Takdir ... Destiny...

2009-05-25T11:04:00.002+08:00

as a muslims its a necessary to believe in destiny............
i BELIEVE in it.......... but sumtime i jes can't bare wit my heart....
with the things happen in my LIFE especially when i'm not expected it....
until sumtyme i feel the destine want to play around wit me again....
Dear God, what eva happen in feauture i hope dat in d end i will understand it..

Damn !!!!!!!!

2009-05-21T18:42:00.002+08:00

oooo SHIT !!!!
I Hate this.........

when i wake up dis morning ...i've got like many msg from them from my housemate..

mairun : syidah, praktcl ko dpt ngn _ _ _ _ kt KISAS....
aku : yeke?? cube ko tgk betul2...jgn men2....
mairun : Lillah. Ak nga risau kan ko ni...

(.....we go on talking bout dis mater.....)

ARGHHH !!!!! i hate it......

(its quite awkward Faisol is not msging me as usual dis 2 days....no wonder he's not msging me...
buzying to reply all the msg from all of the frens for our batch....)

oh my Gosh...its so many things come into my mind......the most dat really touch my emotion are
1) y i'm still stuck wit HIM???????????????????
2) hahaha....is it i'm bcoming ustazah aftr dis....in KISAS

a) among all of the students in ED228 y i must b wit him??? huh....citer nie takkan tak abes lagi???
aku dah penat la.... aku xnak jumpe die...mungkin akan ade yg cakap...

"xbaek bermusuh....teruskan je la hidup syidah."

hakikatnye kalau nak teruskan hidup mmg aku xbersedie nak berhadapan ngn die..aku xbesedie nak menghirup udare d tpt yg same ngn die...hahaha...kejam ke aku....da itu ape yg aku rase...
hati aku dah banyak terluke....aku penat berlakon....die pon da tak larat aku rase...i wonder how should i face him ??!!!??

b) KISAS
i wonder how the student there....i prefer to be in chinese school...i dunno.... i feel sumthing dat feel my heart if i was there...i knw its not easy to have other race of student.. during dis holiday i watch HANAKIMI taiwan...it thought me about sumthing.bout fighthing for what we realy want in life....its feel my loneliness life aftr he gone...the loneliness dat can't be feel by others(even many frens...many guys...even him cannot bring back d heart i hv b4)
even i lost him bcos of my willingness..my ambition...when he's gone...i lost also my courage my desire towards life...towards my ambition b4....
but aftr i watch dat mvie its make me think the THINGS dat i fight in my life... the reason y i make him gone from me is my ambition !!!! i will fight til end...and find the right person for me at d same time.....

SIST !!! fighti and chaiyok...til our ENDS................

p.i.e.c.e

how sweet.....

2009-05-20T08:19:00.004+08:00

Inspiration...

2009-05-18T18:42:00.003+08:00

5 years back i was Science Student in RPK ,the only all girl schools in Kuala Kangsar.... the days i've gone is pack... but i really love to be here.... near to my family, wit good frens, and calm countryside dat make me feel relieve and happy.....
there was so many tuition dat i usually attend...
these are my list of the outside class from school :

Primary School
MRS KHOR - English (since i am in standard 1 until 6)
MR KHOR - Mathemathics (only in standard 5)
Cikgu Mat - Art

Secondary School Mr Lee - Add Math
Mr Tong Chin Huat - Physics
Sir Ackie Chuan - Taekwondo
Sir Nawas Khan - Taekwondo

i like my teachers a lot.... today i jez met one of my teachers...he's already a Principal In Tsung wah..Sir Thong,actually he is one of my inspiration in physics...he always make physics look easy in all the eyes of his students.... we have a chat....he gave me a lot of knowledge and how to be a good teacher in physics... i like him so much....its like he's giving me an energy when i almost collapse and give up this physics..... thank you SIR... i adore you so much.....

TODAY I WOULD LIKE TO WISH ALL MY TEACHERS SINCE KINDERGARDEN, SRAF,RAJA (P) TAAYAH SCHOOL, RAJA (P) KELSOM, PERAK MATRICULATION AND UITM .......
HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!!! HAPPY EDUCATORS DAY!!

the memory lane

2009-05-14T12:11:00.005+08:00

i used to have four guy fren....they were really good to me... i like the way they treat me.. they take good care of me... its really fun n hepi to b in d middle of them... as a friends...and i was in love wit 1 of them....he was my 1st love....i admit it until now i still can't forget him.... i learn sumthing from here, dat relationship is sumthing dat is not easy to built as good as we had wit sum1 dat we really like...the next person we found usually we will treat them affected by the one's dat we met before....
at dat time i was realy hepi and the world is going only around me.... i LOVE him so much but i dunno how 2 expresed it...i'm sorry for him for all my insufficient treatment...
my hausmate was also really funny...sumtime we have quareled but most of time we likes 2 makes jokes.. i will always remember dis memory:we take 3rd language as 1 of d subject.all of them take mandarin.only me take German...they likes 2 talks bout me in Mandarin so dat i would feel unsatisfied wit the conversation....but then i like to reply them

" pu Qe Yie"
"Ni De Doa.."
"Ni Mang Ma.."
" Pu Yau Wan La..."
"ni She Qu"
(hahha...i don't really know how 2 write d words..)

but wut i know is its really give memorable things for me.... even sumtyme life didn't going smoothly..life did't go well.... life didn't go in the way dat i want it to be....
but this is LIFE.... i learnt much from it bcos LIFE is the most old teacher dat will going through all my years since i am born into dis world until the day I DIE....

p.i.e.c.e

ANOTHER PATHETIC GUY

2009-05-09T16:33:00.003+08:00

last nite i've got 2 go for my part time work... sumthing happen...
janji x ditepati......
die buat mcm aku yg terhegeh n nak susahkan die....
die yg mulekan, ajak aku... kate takde hal.....mane janji die...
kalu tau mcm ni baek xyah keje tu...
xyah sign agreement....cmne nk chow da cmni...
biLe mintak tolong wat bodoh.....at least ckp la xboley n ko nak g enjoy...
huh !!! mane kawan yg slame ni aku slalu tolong... ilang camtu je...
(naseb bek hausmate ku slmtkn keadaan)
mmg ade org yg ok...tp org yg aku harapkn dlm keadaan cmni..huh hampeh

"A" don't want to b my bestie anymore...another guy,"B" make me like a bitch... "C" is not my trust person anymore. lg la manusie ampeh dr mule sbnrnye,im not misjudge him frm d start....guys never can be my bestie....
am i too harsh??
am i don't know how 2 appreciate wut i got???
actually i'm jez treat them so weLL..dats y naek LEMAK...

baek aku chowxx...adios
p.i.e.c.e

2009-05-09T16:26:00.004+08:00

LoVE.....

is not about who came 1st...
is not about who start d flirting process...
is not about EGO
The feeling of happiness is more in the slight of pain

its about courage.....patient....
is about have give n take in d relationship
is about d deep feeling dat left inside....no matter others are coming...
he/she is still in ur HEART n its hard to forget n ignore them

But eventhough it hasn't happen yet, but it doesn't mean that it doesn't exist

RINDUKU TERHENTI

2009-05-09T15:59:00.002+08:00

TELAHKU TINGGALKAN
MEMORI SILAM KU ITU
TIDAKKU BIARKAN HIDUPKU
DIBELIT PILU
WALAU DUKA MENAMPAN DADA
WALAU SEPI MANCALAR HATI
RINDU KU TERHENTI

KU PINGGIRKAN SAYU
YANG MERUNTUHKAN PINTU
KASIH TULUS
KU BIAR BERLALU
KU PINGGIRKAN LARA
YANG BERPAUT DIJIWA
KU TERUSKAN HIDUP TANPA DIA

PADAHNYA LAMA DAH TUNGGU
HILANG TAK BERGANTI
CINTA TIBA CINTA PERGI
BIARLAH SATU HATI

WALAU DUKA MENAMPAN DADA
WALAU SEPI MENCALAR HATI
RINDUKU TERHENTI

KU PINGGIRKAN SAYU
YANG MERUNTUHKAN PINTU
KASIH TULUS
KU BIAR BERLALU
KU PINGGIRKAN LARA
YANG BERPAUT DI JIWA
KU TERUSKAN HIDUP TANPA DIA

PADAHNYA LAMA DAH TUNGGU
HILANG TAK BERGANTI
CINTA TIBA CINTA PERGI
BIARLAH SATU

KU LUPA KANMU JUA
SEDIH KAU PERGI MENJAUHI

KU PINGGIRKAN SAYU
YANG MERUNTUHKAN PINTU
KASIH TULUS
KU BIAR BERLALU

KU PINGGIRKAN LARA
YANG BERPAUT DI JIWA
KUTERUSKAN HIDUP TANPA DIA

PADAHNYA LAMA DAH TUNGGU
HILANG TAK BERGANTI
CINTA TIBA CINTA PERGI
BIARLAH SATU HATI

BIARLAH SATU HATI

GHOST -season 2

2009-04-27T15:31:00.003+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sxADgfb6uA0 ~cheryll samad ~dirimu

Kisah yang dipaparkan kali ini bermula selepas dua tahun kes pembunuhan Zack berlaku. Kehidupan Eza berjalan seperti biasa.
Kerjayanya sebagai wartawan semakin berkembang dan kehidupan peribadinya juga berjalan dalam keadaan yang baik sehinggalah apabila dia ditugaskan menyiasat misteri kehilangan Alicia Soo, seorang gadis cantik anak kepada seorang peguam terkenal, Edmund Soo.
Berpandukan petunjuk yang diperolehinya, Eza akhirnya bertemu dengan Harum. Eza berasa cukup pelik kerana dapat melihat Harum yang sebenarnya sudah lama meninggal dunia. Kini, Eza cuba menyiasat misteri kematian Harum pula.
Eza menyenaraikan banyak nama-nama suspek berkait misteri kehilangan Alice dan akhirnya mendapati Alicia dan Harum merupakan adik-beradik tiri dan berkongsi bapa yang sama iaitu Edmund.
Pada masa yang sama, gambar-gambar mangsa pembunuhan sering bermain di fikiran Eza dan masing-masing mempunyai satu persamaan iaitu mempunyai ukiran hati di pergelangan tangan masing-masing.
Siapakah pembunuh yang dicari-cari Eza? Eza berusaha untuk menyelesaikan kes yang rumit itu dan mendapati semua kes itu berkait antara satu sama lain

saksikan GHOST 10.30 mlm setiap......ahad

sekilas melalut

2009-04-27T14:41:00.006+08:00

~ die pernah hadir mewarnekan dunie ku..aku gembire di saat indah bersamenye...akan d kenang perasaan itu sbb die cinte pertame ku....

~ die dah berlalu...he's jez a jerk...prasaan itu mmg berharge...die tak hargai... die bukan utkku lagi...kalau ak truskan hidup begini mmg xade ubat utk lukenye hati ku ni...aku sedar lalu aku membuang luke itu....aku dan die masih teman biase.. teman sekelas.. =)

~aku teruskan hidup...aku blaja dan blaja.....kadang2 aku penat,sampai rase nk stop bLaja ni... tp kalau tak penat maknenye bukan usaha....

~aku buat lthn....aku bace nota....aku bergelak ketawe dgn kwn serumah...itulah maknenye kawan2 disamping kite..kalu x, dah lame aku burnOUT sensorg kat sini

~ kdg2 tension ku naek sampai ke kepale...aku termarah org2 yg ade dsekeliling ku...ak mintak maaf.... bkn sala korg.hormon ak je yg xseimbang nsib bek diorg nie b'saba je....

~kdg2 bile tgk org berteman ak pon teringin gak... tp bg aku biar la die yg ditakdirkn utk aku mmg serasi dgn ak.... and die dtg secare neutral bkn d pakse... its OK to be singLe wit many bestfrens

~bertambah2 lg ak pkir mcm tu bile kwn2 ak yg ade bf mmg dok pnat mlayan bf diorg...mnahan perasaan,bergado...baek...jeles...fuh pENAT ak tgk.....ak rse bersyukur tibe2... =)

bersyukur mcm mne aku skrg ni..........

~ aku teruskan usaha.... boleh ke aku dapat 3.2 ke atas before i end my STUDY here???

aku yakin dengan kemampuan ku....aku akan terus berusaha.....

GENGGAM BARE API BIAR SAMPAI JADI ARANG

aku yg berpikir... aku yg mencari mase depan ......aku yg hepi....

p.i.e.c.e

.....c.....

2009-04-24T19:14:00.002+08:00

~futsal !!! (common mne mmbe nk men nie)
~blaja gtar....maen gtar...tdo gtar !!! (lingkup le stdy ak cmtu...)
~listen..listen...listen to music ...
~going for gigs(if hv money n hv time)
~take picture especially wit mista Hadi =) (my classmate mrangkap my camera man)
~close close close my ear wit sumthing i don't wanna hear...
~hate to see football but i still go to mamak at 2 am (for football or cute guys???)
~read the Quran
~learn to cook...
~sit and hang out at home with my beloved housemate...
~tutoring for PMR n SPM students in Science subject
~i miss the one's to exist in my life...(but i believe in FATE)
~study...study....and STUDY !!! (berchenta dgn buku..)
~online and surfing internet

i am into ....

2009-04-24T02:50:00.004+08:00

Guys!!! later i want to further my study ....

Now i am in Bachelor Degree(Hons) of Education in Physic ....

but i don't know which course is suit for me for Master....

the Entry Requirements??!.. of course high performance....

oooo........pLease God(ALLAH)!!! give some guide for me and my LIFE

its jez getting harder and less fun things to do...

but i'll take it as challenge....

at least its not as hard as an emotion & LOVE relationship =)

p.i.e.c.e

.......B..........

2009-04-20T20:37:00.001+08:00

Jika kamu memancing ikan.. Setelah ikan itu terlekat dimata kail Hendaklah kamu mengambil terus ikan itu.. Janganlah sesekali kamu lepaskan ia semula ke dalam air Begitu saja Kerana ia akan sakit Oleh kerana bisanya ketajaman mata kailmu dan mungkin ia akan menderita selagi ia masih hidup... Begitulah juga setelah kamu memberi Banyak pengharapan kepada seseorang Setelah ia mula menyanyangimu... Hendaklah kamu menjaga hatinya... Janganlah sesekali kamu terus meninggalkannya Begitu saja... Kerana dia akan terluka oleh kenangan bersamamu.. . Dan mungkin tidak dapat melupakan Segalanya selagi dia mengingatimu... Jika kamu menadah air biarlah berpada Jangan terlalu mengharap pada takungannya Dan jangan menganggap ia begitu teguh... Cukuplah sekadar keperluanmu.. Apabila sekali ia retak...tentu sukar untuk kamu Menampalnya semula.. . Akhirnya ia dibuang.. Sedangkan jika kamu cuba membaikinya mungkin ia masih Boleh digunakan lagi... Begitu juga jika kamu memiliki

.....A.........

2009-04-19T11:05:00.004+08:00

sometime i just dunno wut i want in my life.....

i hate people nagging around wut i'm doing...but i jez keep silence when i think they jez care bout me...

i hate people busy body even on a small things bout me... but i keep silence to think they jez care bout me....

i hate people treat me as though i cannot take care of myself...but i keep silence to think they juz care bout me

i hate people to control me, they can do but i can't..... but i keep silence to think they juz care bout me....

but it doesn't mean they could do anythings towards me...sometime ENUFF is just ENOUGH

p.i.e.c.e

*(hurmmm............. jez a flash thinking walking through my head.... don't take it serious)

surat utk fida

2009-04-19T01:43:00.002+08:00

dear fida,

nak tau ??

bile balek umah...
mmg ak susah gile nk start all over balek...

sumtime i just wish i never see him again...
i do hope his happiness....i do hope his ok....
but i don't want 2 know anything bout him anymore...
sbb kalau die tgh susah...ak susah hati n sian sgt kat die....
bile die bahagie plak.......
aku jeles...
hahaha
pelikkan aku??

tp nk wat cmne...ak bkn malaikat...
ak manusie gak....
cume luaran je keras
luaran nmpk cam ok sgt...
dah lepaskn sgale2 nye..
hakikatnye ak mnyamar
aku menipu diri sendiri
aku mnahan hati dr berperasaan.
perasaan ape??
perasaan syg....perasaan benci...prasaan mnyampah...perasaan rindu n segalenye

(guess what??? ko tau ke sape yg aku cakapkan ni??
never mind kalu xtau...jez luahkan serabut d hati) =)

p.i.e.c.e

*msg yg nk d post tp tertahan sbb ak da pnat nk ckp pasal "die" kt minah ni...
n i guess die pun da pnat nk denga....huhu....

sumthing more complicated

2009-04-18T19:17:00.001+08:00

who says nothing more complicated than E=mc2 ..............

there's something much more complicated......

its called emotion

p.i.e.c.e.

my whole life fren

2009-04-17T14:50:00.002+08:00

hoho....k dis is for you guys...tiqah n reen

My Friend Survey

Pick 5 Friends
Friend 1: reen
Friend 2: tiqah
Friend 3: amalina
Friend 4: umai
Friend 5: nabil

About Friend 1
Would you ever marry them? -haram....haha =P
Have you ever worked with them? - yes...mstila
Have they ever been to your place? - yup...pegi umah die then umah sye then...strusnye
Are they dating anyone right now? - urm...musykil gak
Are you related to them? - ruff geng

About Friend 2
Have you ever had a dream about them? ade la gak
Where do they live? - ampang
Have you ever heard them sing? - yep..she's d lead singer in our grup..huhu
What is your favorite thing about them? - she's cute n adorable.=)
Why is that your favorite? - ..its suit her

About Friend 3
What color are their eyes? - Dark brown.
Do you love them? - Opkos! mmg sye syg sume kwn saye..
When was the last time you saw them? -last sem...cti raye..lme gle xjmpe
What is their favorite color? - warne malap..sbb bnyk warne tue die ade
Would you kiss them? - hehe..nk ke?? xrock la

About Friend 4
Are they even your friend? - uish...my life fren kot(bcos she is my sis)
When was the last time you saw them in person? - ni dpan i..tgk tv
Are you two best friends? - yea..she always lean his ears 4 me
Do you borrow each others clothes? - Nope.die keding. =P
Do they have any pets? - no...

About Friend 5
What is their favorite color? - xde
When did you meet them? - sebelah ak ni
Did you go to high school or middle school with them? - high school .
Are they a big flirt? - haha...nk kene?? ko kecik lagi
Do they dance? - Yup! die menari2 dlm toilet

p.i.e.c.e

tagg saye slalu amek dr ushmi

2009-04-17T14:21:00.003+08:00

Would you immediately look for someone right after you and your bf/gf broke up?
-absolutely not,but love comes straight to me...hahaha ;D

Currently waiting on something/someone?
-umm...i jezz trying to get over sum1(again..this is the 3rd guy 4 me to get over)...NEXT

Last time you painted your nails?
-2weeks ago...black color

Have you ever seen the last person you texted naked?
-half...mayb

Do you always have to have something to drink when you eat?
-haha yess.

What was the last thing you heard?
-"you say aku" by cinta laura

What color is your digital camera?
-grey

What was the last thing you watched on television?
-cerekarama(besela ari jumaat)

What was the first thing you had to drink today?
-air choclate( adek suh rase)

Will tomorrow be better than today?
-hope so...

Would you go in public without underwear?
-hoho.peliknye soklan.

Out of your best friends, who do you trust most?
-M.Y.S.E.L.F kut

Would you date your number one?
-hahaha would i?

Where was your default picture taken?
-youth09

When is your birthday?
-25 mei~pwezent??

Are you imagining anyone naked right now?
-of course not...xsanggup

Something you do a lot?
-thnking...n thinking

Do you want to see somebody right now?
-yes..at least before "the person" grad...

How many piercings do you have?
-a pair

When was the last time you cried?
-hush.....secret,maluuu

Who would you do anything for?
-love
*my promise to whoever he is.

Do you miss your best friend?
yesssssssssss =D

Do you still talk to your ex?
-yes..n still do his assignmnt..myb 4 d last time b4 i go

What's your biggest fear?
-dying.

What did you do last night?
-sleep n hugging my 'tods"

What woke you up this morning?
-my dream~again...

Speak any other languages?
-nehh..forgot oredii arabic n deutsch language..

Whats your favorite type of flower?
-roses ;)

Do you sleep naked?
-keehhhkehh..sokln pe nih

Do you like rain?
-yes..

What are you thinking about right now?
-final exam ni...DE,statistic,sosiologi...couseling..pHYSIC n thesis

What should you be doing right now?
-not on here!~stdy statistic

Do you hate when people spell wrong ur full name?
-yehh of course babes..

Can you live without your cell phone?
-i'm thinking how can i live without it

Who is the last person you said I love you to?
-my mum...bcos she agree to buy me sumthing

my guy fren

2009-04-03T23:05:00.004+08:00

My Friend Survey

Pick 5 Friends
Friend 1: mizie
Friend 2: imran
Friend 3: syed
Friend 4: faisol
Friend 5: yak

About Friend 1
Would you ever marry them? - die xnak..xpe la.haha =P
Have you ever worked with them? - yup.bnyak keje...DE la paling bnyk
Have they ever been to your place? - yes..rumah sewe:slalu...rumah kuale:pernah le..
Are they dating anyone right now? - yep..op koz..nk kawen da
Are you related to them? - once upon a time Besties~lately xtau la pe die rase..

About Friend 2
Have you ever had a dream about them? Nope.
Where do they live? - selangor...hulu langat kot
Have you ever heard them sing? - nope..heeeheee
What is your favorite thing about them? - he's gentleman..and his smiLe..=)
Why is that your favorite? - ..its suit him...and i like it

About Friend 3
What color are their eyes? - Dark brown.
Do you love them? - Opkos! mmg sye syg sume kwn saye..
When was the last time you saw them? - tadi..die pakai beg ijau..
What is their favorite color? - ijau la kowt.
Would you kiss them? - ehem...hehe..nk ke??

About Friend 4
Are they even your friend? - Opkos laaa..kami slalu lpak same lately ni
When was the last time you saw them in person? - tadi...die tgh rush nk msk klas
Are you two best friends? - ye kowt..he can lean his ears 4 me
Do you borrow each others clothes? - Nope.die keding. =P
Do they have any pets? - yes..pet dlm tagged...slalu tukar2

About Friend 5
What is their favorite color? - ntah le..warne suram kowt =P
When did you meet them? - td kat kelas
Did you go to high school or middle school with them? - Nope.
Are they a big flirt? - yup! BIG flirt to his GF!!
Do they dance? - Yup! die menari2 kat court basketball kot.haha

p.i.e.c.e

my gf survey

2009-04-03T22:46:00.003+08:00

My Friend Survey
Pick 5 Friends
Friend 1: fida
Friend 2: mairun
Friend 3: zu
Friend 4: aza
Friend 5: niza

About Friend 1
Would you ever marry them? - Kalau bolehhh...mau je.haha =P(she knows me very well)
Have you ever worked with them? - yup.sgt slaloo..proud to be ur bestie
Have they ever been to your place? - of course yes..umah kuale kat bkt merah blom lg.heee =P
Are they dating anyone right now? - of course..she luv him soo much??nsib bek x lupekn ak lg
Are you related to them? - she is my besties n he is my "president" club prasan... hikhik

About Friend 2
Have you ever had a dream about them? yes..bout d days yg da berlalu
Where do they live? - johor..pontian kut
Have you ever heard them sing? - no !!! die ade emas dlm mulut...sem8 die jnji nk nyanyi..hopedie xlupe janji die..=)
What is your favorite thing about them? - dier alert ngn emosi kwn2 die...hik2..i like her
Why is that your favorite? - sbb die layan je org2

About Friend 3
What color are their eyes? - Dark brown.
Do you love them? - Opkos! Sayang kamu laling!
When was the last time you saw them? - right now..infront of me.
What is their favorite color? - ntah..pink kot..beg die kaler pink
Would you kiss them? - suh die yg kiss i dlu...huhu

About Friend 4
Are they even your friend? - Opkos laaa..she's my hausmate.kitorg kwn bek dr sem 1...
When was the last time you saw them in person? -last 5minute
Are you two best friends? - Yup! hope 4eva =)
Do you borrow each others clothes? - nope sbb sye ske pkai bj baby nye size..hak2 =P
Do they have any pets? - yes..ikan kot

About Friend 5
What is their favorite color? - purple
When did you meet them? - ade die suh ak ftdtate ic td.
Did you go to high school or middle school with them? - Nope.
Are they a big flirt? - not really...die da ade khairi...
Do they dance? - Yup! die menari2 dlm shower kot.haha

luv them so much..... =) muahhhhhhhhh

p.i.e.c.e

10 unusual things i have done this month

2009-03-15T02:47:00.008+08:00

1. i ask Dr Beh to be my supervisor n leave En Isa wit other student. (even b4 this i really don't want it)

2. i have been a bridesmaid for d 1st n the last time in my life to anak Dato' ... (its really hard and make me scared wit all d protocol)

3. i have gone to Laundry Bar @ mutiara damansara n drink d most expensive mango shake in my life RM12.90 =) ... (but i like d experience)

4. keep finding n leave a question mark in my mind where is Soho Solaris ???!!

5. Me and my sist Dyla hanging out after a long time i've been bz in dis semester.Same goes to her bz with her new job at YAWA... ( hope dat in mean time i can join any yawa prgramme dat suit my interest...cycling??! i'm still thinking bout it)

6. My heart seems like..... have an aura to be melted.... but not yet depend on situation. so for that i am still available guys !! =) huhu

7. i missed my bed in k.kangsar. i have not been home 4 a long time. but lucky of me bcos my parents n siblings come 2 Ampang hanging out. (bestnye lepak2 n lpas rindu in my aunt haus)

8. i've recorded sum vid "me singing" 2 give sum1 4 d 1st time.... but guess wut?? i'm really nervous n dat is really terrible..... ( ** shy gurl... ;) )

9. i am not watching manchester united vs Liverpool.....fuh rugi la... (d sbbkn all d aunt vote to watch Akademi Fantasia new episode n we don't hv transport 2 go out)

10. _________________

p.i.e.c.e

matsumoto jun vs tetttt =)

2009-03-13T11:04:00.002+08:00

die mengingatkan saye pd seseorg.....

bile saye bgtau die yg die mcm matsumoto jun die taknak percaye..

hahaha.... ape2 pun its jez an opinion...

jgn mara nanti kene jual...

p.i.e.c.e

can't beLIEve i am in another worLD

2009-03-09T20:42:00.008+08:00

(with the bridegroom my Kak Long)

(with hafiz my kazen.we're born in d same year)

this week i've been in another world dat i have never imagine.... but its already end yesterday... being in the occassion and i have to be someone dat i never have been... slowly i learn everything new.. but can i being like dat forever... lembut!! makeup!! smiLe!!

hehehe....mesti korg tertanye2 kan.. i'm jez being Pengapit for my kazen wedding. i call her kak long diana.. majlis mmg grand. bole dikatekan perfect perjlnan majlis. semuenye mewah. but seperti biase kalau majlis macm ni,bile aku ade tanggungjwb nk buat aku mmg jadi xselere makan.da balek cam ni baru nyesal..hehe.. anyway best la segale2nye. dari kisah percintaan diorg yg mmg mcm yg aku impikan "berkenalan di universiti atas dasar kwan dlm prgrm u bkn dikenalkn oleh sesiape.lpas kwn then coupLe. slumber je 2-2 sekepale. same cantek same padan. w/pun lain course(electrical engineering:bang long) last2 bersatu jugak di majlis perkahwinan yg serba indah ni (uhuk!! bile aku berjiwangan)..."

bile aku di sisi kak long melihat segale2nye. its jez like a dream come true but not for me to feel but to SEE.its jez like A MIRACLE sbb selame ni pun aku da lame tak contact kak long.kami kazen yg x berjumpe apetah lagi lepak2.tp suddenly last year terjumpe hafiz(her bro) dkat 1 event S.Y.N then kami tukar2 no fon.then kak long msg ajak jd pengapit.mmg pelikkan hidup ni berlalu??!

i am thinking why GOD showed me all my dreAm in front of me.

maybe my dream will remain a dream. but at least GOD showed me 2 someone who hv close blood relation 2 me feel the story of MY love DREAM. =)

lastly, SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU buat pasangan NURDIYANA + MOHD TARMIZI
~semoge berbahagia selamenye kakLong dan BangLong ku...
dan semoge ikatan persaudaraan kite bersambung semule selamenye...

and for me:yg berlalu tetap berlalu,teruskan hidup kite =)

p.i.e.c.e

the RULES..=)

2009-03-03T22:34:00.000+08:00

The Rules
1. The FEMALE always makes the Rules. 2. The Rules are subject to change by the FEMALE at any time WITHOUT PRIOR NOTIFICATION.
3. No MALE can possibly know all the Rules.
4. If the FEMALE suspects the MALE knows all the Rules, she must immediately change some or all of the Rules.
5. The FEMALE is NEVER wrong.
6. If the FEMALE is wrong, it is because of flagrant misunderstanding which was a direct result of something the MALE did or said wrong.
7. If Rule 6 applies, the MALE must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding.
8. The FEMALE can change her mind at any given point in time.
9. The MALE must NEVER change his mind without express written consent and permission from the FEMALE.
10. The FEMALE has every right to be angry or upset at any time. 11. The MALE must remain calm at ALL times, unless the FEMALE wants him to be angry or upset.
12. The FEMALE must under NO circumstances let the MALE know whether or not she wants him to be angry or upset.
13. Any attempt to document the Rules by the MALE could result in bodily harm to him.
14. If the FEMALE has PMS, all Rules are null and void.
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P.E.A.C.E